FROM THE BOOK OF KNOWLEDGE (ORDER HERE; TEMPORARILY OUT OF PRINT/LIMITED QUANTITIES AVAILABLE)
SEEING VOICE
…It was just then,
The smell of the Kellogg's factory,
Aunt Mavis showing me her dented leg
Where a machine fell,
The glider stuck on the roof
And me out in spring storm, wind
And lightning, smiling with hands stretched in
Air waiting for a gust to boost the glider a little just
More and mine again. You see,
That was a time when air helped me.
And now a puppy too.
I remember.
Yes. Black I think. Skinny.
Something I want to stop re-
membering now. Same time again.
Battle Creek. I nursed it best
I could, feeding it cake,
Trying to make it run with me,
Come on Puppy! Come on Puppy!
Lunges a little, simply happy eyes-
That is the only way to say it;
But the grass is too high, too green.
Puppy stumbles, small, fat, weak, and bloated.
It seemed unfathomable that in the morning-
With the sun like a big orange balloon
That no needle could penetrate,
It would be stiff and cold.
A voice calling for a mother.
My voice:
Come quick, Mom!
Blow on him!
Blow on him! I said,
Get some blankets,
He's cold. Please Mother,
Blow on him.
To see voice is heavens, black and deep,
But with faint glints, tones of red, yellow, and blue.
Giants and Dwarfs.
And there is black within the black hiding
The most boisterous of voices
You can feel pulling at gaze,
A magnet to your looking;
There is a beginning, a thousand at every
Mirror ball light.
Yes, I remember. A method
Actor going deep. Precisely.
I am here with my acting
Coach-blank page and a residential street
Outside ice flowered windows,
A daycare situated on the other side.
He is dead.
There is no air in the vastness of heaven
But may be in the glints,
Or in the black within the black.
This was a time when air did not
Help me see.
THE WONDERFUL THINGS THAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU HURT YOUR FINGER
Soldiers, or should I say sailors, these
little white cell blood boys are. Wandering
around the bars and brothels of the circulatory
system in white dress, but tattooless, bone clean
and courteous, converting the diseased. They even
have families that are neat and clean and wash
before dinner. If any finger
is ever in trouble, like for instance stuck
up a bull's ass, or in the exposed chassis
in the back of a rusty Chevy van,
as was little Amy's when driving back
in an ice storm from Athens, Texas,
the sailors are there to listen deeply.
The least little injury…a little dirt
or the tearing of the fingernail-
and the whole body seems to know at once.
Or there may be the head of the hammer
and an impure thought that passes through before
driving a nail into a cross section
of wood and we miss, of course; and then
the familiar purple throb.
Yes,
we should discuss Amy and the drive.
We had slipped off the road and got stuck.
And she, in her four-year-old boredom, presented
her finger to a hole, slightly smaller.
And my mother, lovingly, amidst
the argument of Amy's parents, Brian
and Faith, spit all over Amy's hand in or-
der to free the tiny digit. And all
the while the little sailors were busy
at work on the inside, pulling wires,
mixing strange concoctions, throwing salt
over their shoulders, and preaching, preaching, and no
one ever paid them much attention, ever,
until sort-of-uncle Shane contracted
Lymphoma years later and then all any-
one had to say was that the white blood cells
were no good. But her body was absolutely
perfect at four. Everything was
in order. You could hear a delightful
droning from her sanguine glow and imagine
a scene full of sequins. You forgot
about time and yearning and infatuation,
Brian bashing the round face of Faith,
blaming her for not keeping him up
when he fell asleep at the wheel.
We hope
that someday nations may be as beautiful
and unselfishly ordered as the human
body
is.
Chad Faries has published poems, essays, photographs, interviews, and creative non-fiction in Exquisite Corpse, Mudfish, New American Writing, Barrow Street, The Hawaii Review, Afterimage, Post Road, and other magazines and online journals. His collection The Border Will Be Soon was the winner of the Emergency Press open book competition. He is also the author of a memoir, Drive Me Out of My Mind (Emergency Press, 2011). Faries has been a Fulbright Fellow at Etövös Loránd University in Budapest, Hungary. He is an Associate Professor of English at Savannah State University in Savannah, Georgia.
PRAISE FOR CHAD FARIES' THE BOOK OF KNOWLEDGE
"Through most of these little vignettes I see blow-flies swarming around my cheesecake after copulation." - Gabor Gyukics, Hungarian prophet/madman
"In the easy narrative mess that many poets are now making out of the mystery of their lives, Chad Faries keeps the mystery of his intact, even as he unrolls wicked and breathless stories. I commend him for standing upright by the light of his torch, and not assuming he recognizes everything he sees." - Andrei Codrescu